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Life is a journey. Despite all the good, the bad, and the ugly, we need to learn to enjoy the ride somehow. I'll share my journey with you. Will you climb on and enjoy the ride?

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

I Need You More

I wasn't sure what to blog today until this evening when I spent some time in intimate worship. I really had an sweet time of worship with my Jesus. I began singing the song by Lindell Cooley, "I Need You More".

As I was singing the song, I found my heart crying out to Him...literally crying. I poured my heart out to Him in a way I haven't ever done I think. As I was holding one chord on my keyboard, I cried and cried, and poured and poured my heart out to Him. I found a release...it was so sweet and a sweet sweet peace came over me. It was totally awesome.

One of the things I found myself praying was:

"Lord, this can't be all there is to my life......there has to be more....there has to be more! There has to be a greater purpose and destiny that I haven't reached yet. Tell me Lord that there is more....tell me that I wasn't created just for what I see in front of me and behind me in my past...tell me there is more.....I need to know that there is more. That my life is going to make a difference in someone's life...that is is not just all about me....that you are going to use me to do what you have called me to do whatever that is! I want to know You like I have never know You before....I want to see you face to face....I want to look into Your eyes.....I want to feel Your loving arms around me, holding me. I want You to come and sit on my bed and hold me. I want to put my head on your chest and hear Your heartbeat. I want to feel the wamrth of Your body as it warms my cold cold heart. I want You and only You....I need You and only You.....I need You.....I need You......Come......Come.....Come.......I love you.....I love You....I love You."

I Need You More

I need You more, more than yesterday
I need You Lord, more than words can say
I need You more than ever before
I need You Lord, I need You Lord

More than the air I breathe, more than the song I sing
More than the next heart beat, more than anything
And Lord as the time goes by, I'll be by Your side
'Cause I never want to go back to my old life.

I need You more, more than yesterday
I need You Lord, more than words can say
I need You more than ever before
I need You Lord, I need You Lord


Words by Lindell Cooley

3 Comments:

Blogger MaryAnn Mease said...

we have a song we sing at MOW called "i need you to hold me"

should get that one to you...
i think it would "work" for you.

smile

11:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ahhhh Suzanne, that's beautiful, i'm so happy for you. Thanks for sharing.. that is a wonderful worship song!

3:28 PM  
Blogger holy chaos said...

hey suz,
love that song that maryann mentioned!

natalie

11:03 AM  

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